I’ve got this trudging, bloviating, pedagogical article about the Souls games cooking, one that includes references to Kierkegaard and “Non-Campbellian Heroism,” but I figured I’d start with a series you guys might actually find fun to read.
I have a bit of a thing for Demon’s Souls, and for Dark Souls, and I’ve been keeping my (utterly disinterested) friends in the loop with the latest via a series of emails that do not include any mechanism for them to unsubscribe. This here, after the short preamble, is an edited and improved version of that.
It’s only Part One, though, there’s more to come! I wanted to get far enough ahead that I could actually have some backlog to work with. I’m at death 700-something, so my adventures scarcely begin here!
October 4, 2011 – 5:00pm
“Dark Souls!” I bark at the GameStop register bacon. I don’t like GameStop. I feel bad for the employees, but my objective is to get in and get out.
“Did you pre-order it?” The clerk is a Zach Galifinakis-looking gamer stereotype of indeterminate age.
“Nope.” I never pre-order things. I know GameStop employees are rated based on the number of pre-orders they sell, that they can even lose their jobs if they fail their quota, but I DON’T CARE. He heaves a morose sigh and rummages disconsolately through the cabinet.
“Have you picked up the strategy guide?” He adds, sliding my game across the counter. There’s a pile of them next to the register. “This is, like, hella hard.”
“Nope.” I never buy strategy guides. I have the internet. I’m now a double-fail to this guy; I didn’t pre-order and I won’t buy the guide. His last hope is a Game Informer subscription.
He inflates, preparing to make the pitch, but something in my body language tells him that I won’t subscribe. He deflates. “Well, enjoy, man. Anything you’re interested in pre-ordering? Modern Warfare 3, maybe? Comes out in a month.”
I nod and hand him my credit card. “So I hear. Listen, maybe next time I’m in, okay?” Really, the fact that I’m buying Dark Souls should tell him whether I’m the sort who would pre-order Modern Warfare 3.
He looks so sad as I exit that for a moment I consider running back in and pre-ordering something, but I don’t want Modern Warfare 3 and I almost never shop at GameStop. So I leave. Besides, while his day may have been bad, it’s got nothing on where mine is about to go. He just failed to sell a strategy guide. Me?
I’m willingly entering Hell.
Dark Souls Diaries: Deaths 1-8
Like Demon’s Souls before it, Dark Souls brings a uniqueness of design and mechanic to the table. Differences and similarities both abound, but Dark Souls goes out of its way to be faithful to many key aspects of its predecessor.
Is it hard? Of course it’s hard. It’s Dark Souls. You may recall the tutorial from Demon’s Souls – after maybe fifteen minutes, you’re confronted with one of the game’s monstrous boss demons, The Vanguard. In that instance, though it’s theoretically possible to kill it, you’re actually supposed to die. It’s with your death that the game begins.
Dark Souls, meanwhile, gives you five minutes and a sword handle (no blade attached) before putting you in front of Asylum Demon, a creature easily as big as The Vanguard, wielding a club the size of a sequoia. The difference? You’re expected to beat this one. Not only that, you cannot proceed into the game proper until you do.
Hello, I’m Asylum Demon.
But Dark Souls is clever, like its predecessor. Obviously you can’t kill Asylum Demon with a sword handle, though I did try (leading to my first two deaths). I took this opportunity to start the game anew because I’d mismanaged the controls and squandered my character’s special starting gift. The second time around I decided to play as a Swamp Pyromancer, an axe-expert who flings fires. After a few minutes of running from Asylum Demon’s monster club, I realized that there was a door leading out of its chamber, so I trotted right through. That’s where I found the rest of the tutorial, and an axe, and the Attunement I needed to actually start using my fireball spell. I did die six times during this period, mostly because I was figuring out the differences in controls. The Souls games have never had great interfaces and unfortunately From Software didn’t take advantage of the opportunity to smooth out the inventory and equipping system. That’s a pity, but I’ll get used to it. The biggest problem I have is hitting the right button to roll out of the way – in Gears it’s A, the bottom face button. In Dark Souls it’s O, the right face button. Live and learn. Or, rather, die and learn.
Asylum Demon defeated, I headed through the Pilgrim’s Gate into the kingdom of Lordran. My first encounter there was with the newly-hatched offspring of Sparkly the Crow, a character from Demon’s Souls. Baby Sparkly – whose name is Snuggly – asked for something warm and soft (I had neither, but I did give her my sword handle), then Sparkly herself arrived. She’s grown a bit since we saw her last… like, Lord of the Rings Giant Eagle size. She picked me up and carried me to Firelink Shrine, the first waystation in the hub-free open world of Dark Souls. Tomorrow – The Undead City!
Hello, I’m Sparkly the Crow. I’ve been drinking my milk.
And maybe a better helmet.
Dark Souls Diaries: Deaths 9-26
I somehow injured my foot so badly that I can’t even put weight on it, so after work I yesterday spent most of the night with my swollen foot in an empty cat litter box full of icewater, playing Dark Souls.
I went ahead and restarted for a third time, not because I’m wishy-washy but because I’d made a few mistakes in my character build, and had made so little progress that restarting really didn’t hurt much. I was through the Asylum in about twenty minutes, Asylum Demon broken at my (broken) feet, then went ahead and ran the Asylum a couple more times to gather some souls. Also spending a little more time exploring the area with Snuggly’s nest, I found some new treasures – still nothing warm and soft, though, which is what Snuggly wants – then headed off to Lordran and my first base of operations, Firelink Shrine.
Hello, I’m Firelink Shrine.
This time around I went with a Sorcerer as my class. The Swamp Pyromancer was pretty great, but I was intrigued by the Sorcerer’s larger catalogue of magic, and his ability to cast more of the same spell before needing to rest at a campfire. I need armor, I need a weapon more devastating than a dagger, but all in all this build seems pretty good. I can attune a lot of magic right out of the gate, and my Soul Spear spell is great for long range, at least until I get a bow. I need a bow.
Some asshole at Firelink told me there were some big church bells that could use a ring. He didn’t explain why, or why he wasn’t doing it himself, or what it might accomplish, but he was clear that there were some bells and they needed rung. Step one is to ring the Bell of Awakening, an action most reviewers are saying takes about 40 hours of play. The Bell of Remembrance is Step Two. Once I’ve rung both do I win? I’m not sure.
Hello, I’m a resident of the Undead City. I will kill you. Again.
There aren’t a ton of people playing Dark Souls yet, though it’s selling very well (it outsold Rage at some outlets on Oct 4), so the unique multiplayer elements are only “kind of” there right now. I see ghosts, I see bloodstains. I haven’t gotten the ability to leave or recommend messages yet, so presumably I have to do something before I can. So far I haven’t seen some of the new online features like Vagrant invasions or Kindling at bonfires.
Anyway, after investing souls in some Strength, Endurance, and Vitality, I headed up the hill. There’s a hill and I headed up it, rather; this is a totally open world. I could have headed down the hill or down some stairs or over to the thing there in the distance or whatever. I headed up the hill.
The Undead City loomed before me, protected by comparatively easy demons who go down with just three or four hits, but often attack in groups. This place is a maze, though, and just the first of many areas I’ll have to get through before I get to the Church of Awakening. As with Demon’s Souls, it’s often amazing to turn around and realize how little physical progress you’ve made, despite the sensation of having battled through endless adversity. So far I’ve not encountered anything too awful in terms of killer demons, though they’re sure to come.
Tonight: ice packs and the Undead City! The Bell of Awakening beckons! I’m gonna Awaken the crap out of that bell!
Dark Souls Diaries: Deaths 27-132
As with its predecessor, when you engage with a boss demon in Dark Souls, chances are you’re in it for the long haul. There’s no escape, no retreat; so if it kills you, you have little choice but to return again and again unless you want to abandon all the souls you dropped. Moreover, you keep adding to that soul pile every time you re-engage the boss – whatever you collected on your umpteenth journey toward its lair. So 700 souls becomes 1,400, becomes 2,100, becomes 2,800, and on and on… provided, of course, you have the approach down to a science and don’t get yourself killed on the way. To die on the way would be a reprieve of sorts, because you’d have to accept the loss of all the souls and you’d be able to go to bed. But if you don’t, if you just shut the game off, there’s a good chance you’ll have lost your approach mojo by the next day, so one wrong move and your beautiful collection of souls will be gone for good.
Hello, I’m Taurus Demon. The phrase you’re looking for is “Mommy!!”
Taurus Demon lives on a bridge in a tower in the Undead City. As boss demons go he’s not offensively large; about the size of five or six bull elephants stacked on top of each other. He’s no Dragon God. Dragon God’s ear was bigger than Taurus Demon. Heck, there are regular demons almost his size. Also, I know exactly how to kill him. But knowing the solution and executing it are two different things.
It takes maybe… eight minutes to reach the Bridge Tower from my current campfire, and it’s not a hard run provided you’re careful. Similarly, the pattern to defeat Taurus Demon is pretty easy – as with almost every moment in Dark Souls, what seems like an impossible battle is actually straightforward once you take a look around
- Climb the Bridge Tower steps and go through the door to reach the bridge
- Climb a ladder to the Bridge Tower Tower
- Defeat two skeletal snipers lurking there
- Clamber back down the ladder to the Bridge Tower Bridge
- Head out along the bridge to lure out Taurus Demon
- Crazy-Ivan and sprint back the way you came
- Climb up the Bridge Tower Tower again and wait for Taurus Demon to arrive below
- Perform a well-timed plunging attack from the Tower Tower down to the Tower Bridge
- Repeat four times.
So far I’ve managed two.
Taurus Demon hits pretty hard, but what makes him a tough fight is the environment — he lives on a narrow bridge and takes up the whole damn thing, so I have difficulty rolling around him. The plunging attack does a lot of damage, but then I get tangled up in his hooves trying to re-orient myself to get back to the ladder. I can take a hit or two before I have to resort to taking a healing dose from my Estus Flask, but I prefer to do it from safety since taking a drink consumes precious seconds during which Taurus Demon is stomping me, or clubbing me with his stupid big club, or roaring at me, which may not sound so bad but his roar does damage. And I can’t stop playing until I kill him, because if I do, I’ll probably have lost my muscle memory by tomorrow and I won’t make it to his bridge on my first try and all those sweet, sweet souls left behind in the paste of innards that used to be me will be gone.
I hate you, Taurus Demon.
Dark Souls Diaries: Deaths 132-133
Taurus Demon lies broken! And because I am FUCKING METAL, I didn’t lose a single soul. With the ones Taurus Demon was carrying, I brought my grand total to 8,334 souls – enough for a point each in Vitality, Endurance, and Strength.
I met a nice man named Solaire who gave me a White Soapstone Talisman, which allows me, at long last, to enter other players’ worlds as a White Phantom and offer my aid.
The adventure continues! I wonder what’s over that bridgOHDEARFUCKINGCHRISTIT’SADRAGON
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“spent most of the night with my swollen foot in an empty cat litter box full of icewater, playing Dark Souls”
This is why we <3 you, Steerpike. You're classy like that. 😀
Pray continue to write about your adventures. As with Demon's Souls before it, I will live vicariously through you.
Strictly speaking, it was a bucket, like what scoopable cat litter comes in, and I washed it thoroughly. Still, the pain was quite shocking. I pride myself on my inventiveness. Others would have bought a new bucket, but not me! I plunged my foot in cat shit. That’s how I hobble.
I noticed your tweet on #darksouls. I love the Diaries. Please keep them up.
Nice writeup. I would like to think that similar to legions of others, I stumbled across Dark Souls only a week or so ago when I read that excellent Eurogamer editorial comparing it to Skyrim. After that, I knew I had to play it. I’m just about as far in as you are — just met the Taurus Demon for the first time last night — and absolutely loving it.
Unlike you, I did cave and buy the strategy guide … usually I shy away from that, but from what I’ve seen so far, for this game it’s really worth it. Not only is the thick hardcover book itself aesthetically awesome, but the little bits of info and tips are extremely useful. I’m not a ‘tell me exactly where to go and what to do’ kind of gamer, but for a game like Dark Souls, so completely lacking in real instruction, I’ve rationalized it as being acceptable.
The more I play the game, and read about it, and think about it, I am stunned at what genius it is. It turns so many of contemporary RPG conventions on their head, and, far from being annoying, you’re instead left with an absolutely incredibly challenging and worthwhile game, where the goal is not to simply race through and get the high score … you really do have to plan ahead, have a strategy, take your time, and above all, never succomb to impatience. It’s ironic that it’s only out on console, and yet, in my mind, is *the* Anti-Console Game if there ever was one.
Looking forward to further entries in your play journal, Matt.
Wow. Currently, upon reading this, there is a total of zero things that make me want to play these two games. SP’s writing is awesome as always, but the actual gameplay sounds akin to clipping ones fingernails with a dull chainsaw. Looking forward to more articles though.
40 HOURS to ring the first bell? Who are these people that are estimating these play times? It wasn’t exactly a super-quick task for me, but not forty frickin’ hours. Heck, I rung BOTH bells in around forty hours…ish.
Damn you, Perdue, with your… skillz.
Where you have speed, I have WISDOM!… yeah. *cough*
It was actually the bit immediately after the first bell that probably took me the longest…there was a period of about a week during which I got in a few hours a day but made relatively little physical progress, though it did boost my level and such.
Oh, and my secret is my ever-trusty +10 Longsword. Granted, it was only a +2 or +3 back then, but still.
I ascended my longsword to Raw, but mostly I’ve been using and slowly upgrading the Drake Sword. It has its drawbacks but I haven’t found another weapon that balances damage and speed quite as well.
As you’ll see in Episode Two, I did a fair amount of aimless wandering before I actually rang that first bell. Though compared to where I am right now (outside Sen’s Fortress), it felt like more progress.
More Dark Souls talk!!! Thank you, thank you, Steerpike! =)
Fantastic piece by the way, can’t wait for part 2. Your article seriously made me want to go back to Dark Souls and continue my NG+ run, something I have every intention of doing as soon as I finish collecting all the Riddler trophies in Batman, beat Rayman: Origins, get some more Skyrim hours logged, pick up and complete Uncharted 3, finish MW3’s single-player, and get back to Battlefied 3 multi-player.
Who am I kidding, I may actually fire up Dark Souls tonight . . .
I don’t know what kind of dark arcane magic From Software taps into to create these titles which I completely love despite every atom in my body telling me I should hate them. I DESPISE dying and replaying sections in other games. Even when those replayed sections are short due to a generous check-point system or the rarer (on consoles at least) “save anywhere” feature, I usually find the second (or third, or fourth) time through an area more and more dull. Been there, done that. Yet in the Souls’ games, it doesn’t bother me. Yes, the enemies are always in the exact same spot. Yes, it is the 20th time I’ve done this because that stupid boss keeps destroying me. But instead of compounded annoyance, it strengthens my resolve. Every death results in adding to my determination, in re-thinking my strategy or my equipment load-out. And few games can match the sense of accomplishment, relief, and downright euphoria you get when you do defeat that boss that has handed you your ass 30 times before. I do not think I have enjoyed killing digital monsters more than when you finally take it to a tough boss, or Black Knight, or one of the other insane enemies in these games. And lets not even talk about the satisfaction you get after defeating an invading Black Phantom, a human-controlled NPC that has invaded your game world for the sole reason of finding you and killing you, taking your extremely hard earned souls and humanity in the process.
@GregP, I also picked up the guide because I kept hearing how well made it was. It is a damn fine looking guide, with a beautiful hard cover, great art, and an insane amount of information and stats. A quick word of warning though if you just started playing, the most recent patch that was released made a good portion of that guide obsolete, as far as damage/resistance/effectiveness of some weapons, armor, and gear, etc., so be wary. But any Dark Souls fan should pick up the guide if they can, if just for the great information it provides on the word, characters, etc. Really fleshes things out.
@Scout, I was in your same camp when I heard about Demons Souls. Everything about it sounded like it was my anti-game. Its uniqueness and good word of mouth convinced me to pick it up and, well, as you can tell I am now a huge fan of this series. So if you can, I would recommend you rent it, or borrow it from a friend, and dedicate some time to it. If it clicks and you get hooked, congrats (and my condolences), you have hours upon hours of torture, grinding, and insane fun and satisfaction ahead of you! =)
Didn’t JD finish the first one in a quarter of the time you had logged? Just saying dude maybe the strategy guide is the way to go….
McShane, if we compare ourselves to Dobry we all come up short. That way lies madness. Hell, I still haven’t finished Demon’s Souls.
Tanis, I also can’t explain how From does it. They have some kind of dark art, I guess. Like you, these are games I should hate, or at least lose interest in rapidly. Instead each inch of ground gained feels more hard-won for the fact that it’s come at such a cost. Given how well Dark Souls has sold, there’s likely to be more development along these lines, which, frankly, I consider a great thing.
GregP and TepicPlug, thanks for the kind words and welcome to Tap. Bear with us over the next few weeks as we’re going through some technical changes, so stuff might be a little weird around here.
I’m laughing as I read this because I have been in a similar situation with Demon’s Souls. I died so many times trying to reach the first demon, but after that it was a bit easier and I only died three times on the next four demons. I keep doing dumb things like stepping back into space or falling off the elevator. Last time I was hit in the back while in body form by a magic missile just steps from the demon in 4-2. That really hurt since I felt I could beat him. If I ever finish this, I doubt I will try Dark Souls. It sounds even more frustrating. I am still having fun though and anxious to see what lies ahead.
Oh, incidentally: to brag a bit on myself (because I didn’t think I’d done quite this well, truth be told), I’ve logged right at 43 hours in Dark Souls and probably rang that second bell a good eight hours of play ago (at least!), so take that crazy people who take that long just to ring the first. LAME.
Oh, and no guide. And yes, I did spend some time in the Cat Covenant, murdering hapless adventurers who strayed into the Darkroot Woods. And I’m glad I did it, too.
Really enjoying reading this series, but I’ll have to put off going any further to avoid too many spoilers. I started Demon’s Souls last weekend, and before I even started parted playing, I spent about half an hour on the wiki reading about starting character builds and other tips and tricks. After my extensive research, I played (died) for an hour or two and then ran away to play flash games on the internet. That game keeps calling to me, though, demanding to be played again. I suppose it’s going to eventually force me to earn my stripes as a proper player of videogames.
Thanks AlexP, and welcome to Tap. I must say, choosing a Souls game as the mechanism by which you become a proper player of videogames… holy cow. That’s like deciding to take up mountaineering and starting with K2.
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